The thought of getting hurt crushes some people at some point. Maybe because they’ve experienced it countless of times or maybe a couple of times and when they did, it made a huge impact in their life. Things like this are inevitable in our lifetime and no matter how hard we try to refrain ourselves from doing something so as not to get hurt, we can never run away from it.

I think one of the most beautiful things in life is being able to have someone to love who loves you just as much as you do. It’s beautiful in a sense that it gives you an extreme feeling of bliss and contentment. However, the idea of loving is also tied with getting hurt. Loving someone gives them the ability to hurt you unintentionally or not. The thing is, we can never blame someone for being afraid of getting hurt. Like I said, it’s inevitable but we must always keep in mind that loving someone, no matter who this person is, gives them the capacity to hurt your feelings. Although this is the case, I personally do not think that loving should be stopped or that you should refrain yourself from doing so.

As a person who has been through a lot from backstabbing friends to being pressured academically to going through my first heartbreak to self-diagnosing depression to losing a Mother has given me the chance to learn through the years. It has been really tough and it still is. Still, I do not stop myself from loving or showing goodness and love to others because this is one of the best things my Mom has left me with. 

And what am I really trying to say in this text?

Simple.

It’s that I am more than grateful for the persons in my life who has always inspired me and still continues to do so. They do not only give me inspiration but they motivate me and give me a sense of hope that no matter how life keeps on throwing obstacles in my way, I can always conquer them if I just let myself to. And with them by my side, it definitely feels like I can. No matter how many times I have to cry myself to sleep every night, how many times I over analyze things and how sensitive I may be even with little things, I will always have them. They may not be a lot, probably just a handful or so but I am blessed to have them.

And to my family and to the person who loves me just as much as I do, you are the main reason why I am where I am and why I continue to fight despite everything.

All is well for now and I believe that all will be well soon enough.

-N.

urbanoutfucks:

i hope u find someone that mindlessly plays with your hands and lightly strokes your legs and massages your back and plays with your hair and i hope that u feel like you’re home when u look at them

no hun, i dont write to impress. i write to express-